I can think about you, but how do I unthink about you?

(I'm sorry for being down again & again.
He don't know how much, how painful it is.)

The days grab me and pass by, I soon have yet to realize that I cant unthink about you. What we did I cant undo. The pain is so surreal thats burns inside my heart. It torments it, tearing me apart. To know that I once had you from the start, yet later we somehow had to just depart. My head filled of memories that won't past. I should have known this wasn't made to last. The little butterflies went by too fast. To know that you slipped away from my grasp. Over and over, I stare at my own dreadful reflection, and remember our special connection. It was perfect, you steered me in the right direction, but in the end was I too scared of rejection? And now I know I regret more then I should, it was something you misunderstood. I would take back everything we did if I could, because this pain thinking of you is nothing but good.

You leave me here without a clue

Walking away like you always do

Wearing that unforgettable haunting smile

Making me wonder if I'm really worthwhile

You turn your back on me again

I'm all alone, don't you see?

I thought you liked me for who I was

I guess I was wrong, I was wrong because,

You rejected me, just left me here

Trying to forget I was anywhere near

I could never grasp the concept why

You always caused me pain inside

And as I shed my final tear

I knew this was your greatest fear

I left this world because of you

I hope you know, I hope you do

I still wonder why you hated me so

I guess it doesn't matter, it's not for me to know

And in this place, I am free

Free to be happy, free to be me

When your regretting and wishing, when you weep and cry

Just remember that my love for you will never die

Remember me, that's all you must do

When somebody else really hurts you

I forgave you easily, that's no fib

Now go and live what I never did.