Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sighs

You was giving too much, I wasn't giving enough. I can't explain it neither, I ain't never wanna leave you. Its hard to walk away when I saw you I remember the day. You left without telling me, you said you'll start everything afresh without me. You moved on, before I could utter a single word. And I feel that I must confess. Even though it kills me to have to say. I'll admit that I was impressed. Physically just short of perfection. Gotta commend you on your selection. Though I know I shouldn't be concerned. In the back of my mind, I can't help but question.

Does she hug you from the back when you're asleep.
Does she know what you like to eat & drink.
Does she whisper in your ears and tell you how much she love you before tucking in.
Does she call you in a middle of a day, and tell you "Baby, I love you" like I do.
Do you still pat her to sleep.
Do you still call her baby for a thousand times when you see her after a long period of time.
Do you still kiss her in her forehead before sleep.
Do you still pinch her nose, like how you used to.


I can't forget how we used to be from day to day.
Hoping maybe you'll come back. And though I tell myself not to be afraid. To move on but it seems I can't. Though a new man has given me attention. It ain't the same as your affection. Its gotta be only you, yes you. If only time could turn back, I would amend everything for you. I would be a better girlfriend. I would make you be the luckiest man in the world. I would love you more. You know I would. Even though we've moved on, but I still can't walk away. Lets say, the whole story starts @ Jurong West Avenue1 Block 465 . twentyfirstofaugusttwothousandsix. (if you could remember)