I'm sorry I love you.
Baby, would you still stay if I asked you not to leave? Would you still be here when I need you? Would you still hug me when I'm cold? Would you still swing my hand when we're walking hand in hands? Would you still say my forehead is the cutest? Would you still rest your lips on my forehead? Would you still call me baby when I want you to? Would you still love me like before? Would you still pull my hand over to your waist and ask me to keep you warm to sleep? Would you come back if I want you to? ( No. )
Baby, am I still able to call you Baby like how I used to? Am I able to be there when you need me? Am I able to hug you from the back when you're leaving? Am I able to squeeze my fingers into your's? Am I able to say that your eyelashes is the cutest? Am I able to rest my lips onto your nose? Am I able to shout your fullname when I'm angry? Am I able to love you like before? Am I able to ask you to tuck me into bed? Am I able to be your's once again? ( No. )
I always knew the answers. Always knew he choosed her over me. Always knew he won't be back. But I'm still holding onto nothing. Having hopes for us. Don't blame me for being this way. I myself want to give up. But I couldn't, cze you made me loved you. And I never stop loving you before.