i told you.
i used to smile from my heart. im sorry that im getting emo again. i didnt want to.
i knew, we'll be strangers, which we are now. i left him when i found him. i wished i stayed. i promised that i will never let him go but i did. i couldnt gaze at him again, never have a chance to hug him again. there was him and me. but his not here anymore when the city sleeps. he asked me to forget but i cant. i wished he could tuck my thoughts away. he helped me with those tough times. he's here when i needed him. he never wanted fights. he never wanted to leave. he never wanted to end this. he never wanted to let go. he never wanted to give up. i knew it all. he'll be holding me when im falling. he gives in to whatever shit i create. simple and nice, seriously i miss him and hope he could be back. ill hold him close to me, and never to leave him again. i know its too late for everything. should i wait or move on im not sure. tell me his still with me and i will. tell me his aint mine anymore i will too. thousands of regrets arrived. words left unsaid. cant he see when our eyes are joined. cant he see through me saying how much i need him. i know ive been selfish & foolish. but if he look through it again, he will see that i can do it better. fix me back. let me take him faraway.
回来好吗?可怜我爱你那么多.