Amanda's

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2009-02-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL . RELINK PLEASE & THANK YOU .

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I can think about you, but how do I unthink about you?

2009-02-09T01:39:00.003+08:00

(I'm sorry for being down again & again.
He don't know how much, how painful it is.)

The days grab me and pass by, I soon have yet to realize that I cant unthink about you. What we did I cant undo. The pain is so surreal thats burns inside my heart. It torments it, tearing me apart. To know that I once had you from the start, yet later we somehow had to just depart. My head filled of memories that won't past. I should have known this wasn't made to last. The little butterflies went by too fast. To know that you slipped away from my grasp. Over and over, I stare at my own dreadful reflection, and remember our special connection. It was perfect, you steered me in the right direction, but in the end was I too scared of rejection? And now I know I regret more then I should, it was something you misunderstood. I would take back everything we did if I could, because this pain thinking of you is nothing but good.

You leave me here without a clue

Walking away like you always do

Wearing that unforgettable haunting smile

Making me wonder if I'm really worthwhile

You turn your back on me again

I'm all alone, don't you see?

I thought you liked me for who I was

I guess I was wrong, I was wrong because,

You rejected me, just left me here

Trying to forget I was anywhere near

I could never grasp the concept why

You always caused me pain inside

And as I shed my final tear

I knew this was your greatest fear

I left this world because of you

I hope you know, I hope you do

I still wonder why you hated me so

I guess it doesn't matter, it's not for me to know

And in this place, I am free

Free to be happy, free to be me

When your regretting and wishing, when you weep and cry

Just remember that my love for you will never die

Remember me, that's all you must do

When somebody else really hurts you

I forgave you easily, that's no fib

Now go and live what I never did.

I wanted you

2009-02-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

My house welcomed a new member name "Dodo" dodo fishball. Haha ! :B

yj & jj gay-ing.

baby posing !

spot my baby, not my nails.

super late photos.

Yesterday, cab to namtai met Steph&Celinie. After awhile, yj & Joe Ee came & Steph left for home. Back to Celinie's house for mahjong, the to Yj's house take things & to Ron's house meet Cheek. After awhile, went up to Ron's house first. Jiajun came awhile later and follow by Ron. Together went for movies. But last mint, ron, jj & yj not watching. So, me & Celinie watched 'Love Matters' till 2plus, cab back to Namtai meet Ron & Yj. Slacked awhile, and waited for jj & kp to come. Up to Jane's house. Then Celinie's house for mahjong.

Xiaogurl, please teach me how to forget you.

I'm afraid of pain.

2009-02-07T06:13:00.004+08:00

(An old picture taken by you)

Met Joe Ee @ Jp yesterday :) Had lots of fun, & caught up alot with her. About our latest news & gossips etc :D Had Pepper lunch again for dinner ! She didn't enjoyed =( But I still enjoy it alot. Her treat ! Then met Jacq awhile. Went window shopping, then I decided to go basement. Bought 8 different colour of nail polish. 4 for me & 4 for her. Her treat again. $5 to each. But there's offer :) Then to buy my new watch which I spotted long ago. Then she bought herself a Hello Kitty watch for display in her 'Hello Kitty' room. People who knows her, knew her room is filled with Hello Kitty. We can almost say its 'Hello Kitty' paradise. Haha! But the best I loved in her room is, her 'Donut Hello Kitty pillow' & 'Cotton Hello Kitty blanky' :D
Okay, let's get back to the main subject. And she paid for my watch too. Rich ass. Then slacked awhile & we had an idea of going Kbox. So we hit down to Clementi & sang from 10pm - 2:30am. We went in in normal voices, came out with no voice. Screamed like end of world!! Cabbed home together after all of fun.
She loved my new cell alot, & she's getting one herself too ^^ I enjoyed myself soooo muccchhh !!! I know she did too! =D
Got home around 3, removed all my make up, bathed, clean up, brush teeth, wash face, but I couldn't get myself to bed till now =(

Oh yah, readers. Sorry for not updating photos, I haven't got myself new cable. Hard to find. But, I took tons of photos, just couldn't upload. I try okay ? :) Bear with my old photos for the time being. Haha.

Later a 7pm, heading to ron's place with jj, tom, celinie & bird. I missed Aunty alot :D Also, just now I took some photos of Babykrystie. Gonna show it to ron, aunt & uncle. I'm sure they miss her truckloads ! =) 6:54am, end of post !! :D

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale.

2009-02-05T14:08:00.004+08:00

On the 4th,
Happy belated 16th Birthday to Peiyun.
Happy belated 16th Birthday to JinCheng.
Happy belated 18th Birthday to Ziwei.
On th 5th,
Happy 23rd Birthday to Ah Kiat Cousiie.
Happy 16th Birthday to Sharon.
Well, theres more coming up.
11th, Maychiew's & Germaine's. 12th, YiTan's. 13th, Xihong's. 16th, Eddie's. 18th, Hilbert's. 17th, Jolin's & ZhongRen's. 18th, Daniel's & Xiao Lemon's. 19th, mine & TuckMeng's. Did I missed out anyone else's? 20th & so on theres more. Haha.

These are those mask I bought :)
White for whitening, black for blackhead remover.

Had pepper lunch for dinner last night. Finally finally met up with Stephanie Hunnyjie! When is the next meet out for Siaodui(s) ? =)
- I know Siaodui(s) members is all worried & concern for my love life. But don't worry, I'll solve all problem for myself alrights? Although me myself don't know how to, but I'll try :) This is also a stage of growing right? Celinie, Joe Ee, Stephanie, WeiQi, thank you guys :) Muacks.

Make me have trust in you.

2009-02-03T13:32:00.010+08:00

Caught this last night. Rated 3.5/5 Hilarious. After movie, cab to Celinie's place & took my stuff and to Ron's place to pass him his son new year present :) Aunt slept, so uncle opened the door for me. Nothing much changed. After that, left and met him. Aftermath, met Cutine & slept.

Carwash !!

( I know how much its hurts to lose the one you love to another. But do you? & This is my first move made. I must have faith in myself, no matter how hard its gonna be. I'll still make it come true. I know I'll be going through alot of things, & its gonna be painful, but it will never be more painful then what you've hit me with)

Hi February !

2009-02-02T02:29:00.002+08:00

I'm late for a day to say hi to February. Hitting to my birthdate on the 19th & Pig's birthdate on the 16th too.

010209, a new start. Its maybe a real one or maybe not. I myself ain't sure too about us. But a forever is something I'll never trust. But I'll try my very best :B I know I can, & I hope that my friends around me would understand my situation too. Okay, I love my life now. Except for money. Its like getting lesser & lesser every single day.

A few days before lunar new year, I've got fever. During, I've got sore throat & its a serious one. I didn't even ate anything like, love letters, pineapple tarts or whatsoever. I don't know why I just got hit by this bacteria for no reason. I think I should cut down on cigarettes :) Bye lovelies.

I'll do my best to make it happen

2009-01-31T12:50:00.008+08:00

Jagabeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...

Im gonna get a new pink fur ball for my cell :B

Purple love

My fking throat is killing me. I just cough until my tears all roll out of my eye ball . Darn, I'm sick for more then a week alrdy :(

Take me to your candy shop

2009-01-30T17:45:00.005+08:00

I don't feel like blogging. But I want to blog. Anyway, I can't upload any latest photos. Because baby broke my handphone cable once I brought it home. So, too bad =/ Anyway, I think I'm rotting at home again. (maybe one fine day, I'll be back with you after a few years. or maybe not. I couldn't predict the future, but i can see those answers in your eyes. but im still lying to myself. who will ever know, who will ever understand how much I've been missing you)

Once you find true friends, you no need love, you just need them.

Poker face

2009-01-29T08:58:00.016+08:00

Its like finally got my LG KF350 in pink !!!! Heart very pain but its worth it. $345 lost in the handphone shop -.- Aunt bought a jumper & a necklace for me from New Zealand when I went to bai nian. Mahjong everyday, poker everyday. I love my new cell like heaven and earth. Okay, no link i know :B People likes touch screen phones, latest phones and etc. But I still prefer my favourite ideal phones. Pink, slim, flip phone & user friendly. Yes, i like my new cell alotalotalotalotalot! :B Enjoy photos, lazy update. Amanda's one happy kid. Ladyyyyyyy dada. *winks*

(first photo taken using my new cell)

(2nd day @ aunt's place)

I'm sorry, but thats also because i loved you too much. it has been a long while since i last teased you. you know too i missed you alot. forgive me, we'll remain as best of friends forever :)

(1st day)

(eve)

I will move on. &this time its real. I'll give chances, & never regret. I'm gonna throw away my torn shoes. Am I getting a new one? fate decides.

240109

2009-01-24T23:30:00.008+08:00

Caught 'InkHeart' with Joe Ee & Jacqueline. Movie rated 4.5/5 . Very nice, &I always liked story that's fairytale and magical. Haha. Magic is cool you know?
After movies, bought a new shoulder brown leather bag, and holopin, and 2tongue studs & one Vertical Labret stud. In pink! :B

Chatted online with Hanjie asking about the vertical labret pierce that Amelia has. And I wanna pierce it asap. Omg, can't wait. Seeing people have it on their lips looks very sexy! And its making me wanna pierce too. God damn it. I will go down sembawang to look for Hanjie & Amelia :)
Then I saw this which is so cool !? Lol, but so uneven.

Oh yah, when I got home, I tried to re-pierce my tongue and it went through after 2trys. So now I'm having my tongue pierce back. Oh yah, tomorrow reunion dinner. No seafoods allow. Ah, hack care! :B

I am gonna get these three books very soon. I wanna read Inkheart first. People ask why not rather get Twilight. Well, I'm more into Fairytales thingy not vampire. I liked twilight show because of their dashings & Edward. Haha ! :B

240109

2009-01-24T12:26:00.009+08:00

I removed all my extentions. I have regrets, but am happy too. Cze i get to comb my hair like my own hair. LOl ! I know I'm crapping here. Thanks friends & readers for your comments. But I still decided to remove cze I feel very uneasy when my hair dosen't tele with each other, and I gotta waste my shampoo on fake hair, and waste tons of conditional. Not that I'm poor till can't afford shampoo & conditional lah. (I'm very broke) Its just... Ah! Since I've removed, I can't regret T_T(I regretted) Wellwell, I wanna dye hair. But my $500 spent. No more liao. Hais, I'm going to get a new bag at bugis today. I spent another up to $100 for my cosmetics & new kimono floral top yesterday at Jp. I wanna alter my long pants. Shyt, need to be done by today!!!!

-yingjie, thomas, jiajun told me so many things about him which he told them. My heart went soft again. It just melts by knowing what he's thinking actually. But since he's choosen this path, blame no one. I too doesn't feel right without him. I too miss him. =( He knows it does he?

Expired photos .

Superhuman

2009-01-22T21:36:00.005+08:00

I want to get myself real busy. I want to find a new boyfriend. I want to meet up with all my girls often. I want to be rich. I want to slim down. I want to grow taller. I want my hair to grow longer and faster. I want time to have more time. I want to be happy.

Friends & readers, can someone comment on whether to remove my extensions or leave it ? =/ I really got no idea, sighs ! Please tag me and give me suggestions alrights ? =)

SmellyAss, SmellyPig ! :B

ReggieChoo

2009-01-22T15:55:00.004+08:00

Dearest closest boyfriend, I wished nothing serious would happen to you after tomorrow's court review. Everyone is worried for you right now, do you know? I don't know why I never think everything would be so serious after you told me about the fight that day. I thought its just those normal fights you always had. And now, it have to be sucha serious case. I should have told you it isn't funny but I still said 'if i was there'. I would really pray hard for you, nothing serious would happen. Cze if you're inside, I don't know who is gonna protect me when I'm in danger, and whose gonna play with me in future. Everyone miss you. Including me. I'll be there to see what will happen, but whatever it is, if it is really sentenced to be in, I'll wait for you to come out play with me again okay? My piggy didi, My boyfriend =(

220109

2009-01-22T01:13:00.006+08:00

I look like i have a fuking fat face in the first photo.
thats the new top i bought for cny at $50 -.-"
& idk why my hair like that.

Lovely Celinie, idiot jiajun, baichi yingjie.

Iya, will upload more photos when bird send to me. I had my 5head's YU PIAN CHU MEE FEN JIA KAN DUO NUI NAI with cutine & hensten today! :B Kan si lang heng, i bought two ear piece today. New one for my cell & new one for my other gadgets. One spoiled, another one lousy like hell. $35 flew away. I tmr go complain ! Now am at Cutine's house. Hensten went home after gaigai . I forgotten to get a new pack of cigarettes. And now my nicotine level kan si lang low. Fcuk, i buaytahan. But lanlan suck thumb , cannot suck rokok ! Babi lah kenneth ! I want cigarretes ! Oh yah, Kenneth akl bobeizhao friend jio mahjong on cny. He said he wanna win $1000. Dreaming i think .

210109

2009-01-21T05:20:00.008+08:00

Will be edited with photos very soon !

Mahjong-ing EVERYDAY ! Win ofcourse. Had been to BBDC to accompany two idiots to book their theory and practical tests. Parents gave $400 only to buy CNY clothings & etc =( I've already spent $200 in one day. A top for $50, bottom for $40, Heels for $40, Stocking to go with my first day attire for $30, & some other new make up thingy for $40. -.-" I still left only $200 for my facial, madicure, hair, eyebrow & etc. TMD ! Where got enough . Iya, see how it goes, maybe can take from some other people ^^ I walked town whole fucking day, and now my back aches like hell ! I need to rest . Sorry for this messy post. Will edit again :)

21st, & Till now, I still don't know why you bear to hurt me like this.

Facebook

2009-01-20T02:02:00.002+08:00

Take a look . I'm first, and above WeiQi's . Hahahaha !! Qi, i love you :B
Level 34, 1,094,49.

Photos

2009-01-19T15:30:00.011+08:00

Some overdued photos. Some yesterday's photos.

=/

2009-01-19T05:45:00.000+08:00

Lie to me. Show me what I wanna see.

I know he's gone, and its forever.

It doesn't tele.

Cze he said that I'm the girl he want to walk with for the rest of his life.

He lied.

Cze he said, he'll never leave me.

He lied.

But again, he said.

If we have fate, we will be.

I'm still trusting him.

Time passed, and now that I know I'm left with not much time , I want you back so much.

Just one last night, I'll be satisfy.

If I go away one day, would you cry?

Would you be the one that your heartaches just like mine?

Bring back my baby back to me.

I can wait, but there is no more time for me to wait longer.

Time, Time, Time, Time, Time !

fuck

2009-01-19T03:02:00.001+08:00

& Until today, then I knew he was lying all the way.
He actually wanted to patch with he's fucking ex that I hate the most then.
Because that period of time, after we broke off for less then a month.
He got the stupid ex's contact back.
And alot of new girl's contacts.
I asked him, why this bitch's contact is here.
He said, cze bird wanna jio her.
Knn, actually he wanted to patch with her.
Then I said, why this girl keep text & call you.
He said, iya she always annoy me.
End up, also together -.-"
Okay, I got cheated, I know.
He told me, he didn't want to be together with a new girl just to satisfy lusty needs.
Fuck, before you guys are together.
Already went to her house.
When it is time to go steady with her, you quarrel with me.
And say I do wrong things when I never.
Excuses, fuck! I know although it doesn't matter now.
But I wanna post this out cze I'm fucking angry when I knew these stuffs.
I WAS CHEATED BY HIM !
I didn't know he does lie all the time
Even when we're together.
He lied before too.
And I always thought, it was me who is lying. -.-"

There is still fucking more fucking things I just knew.

I just kept my mouth shut. I didn't wanna find faults with him.

Its okay, cze by now, like last month.

When we were together outside, I didn't give him a damn.

Ah, shit him ! My heartaches like shit when I knew these.

And before I knew about the ex thingy, I even talked to his ex before.

And she still say I and him will patch.

She's still as bitchy as ever.

Fucker !!!!!!!!

rubbish

2009-01-18T22:37:00.005+08:00

24hours isn't enough for me.

And I'm left with no time =(

God, please give me a few more years.

Spare me more time, cze I don't have any more time.

Every seconds is ticking off.

Why? =( Tell me why.

(you told me, if we have fate we'll be together. I'll trust you.)

Just be with me one last night, cze time is running out.

Ps, Happy 19th Birthday to TayJiaJun ! :B

170109

2009-01-17T17:31:00.003+08:00

Today ends work at 4plus. Helped WeiQi take over Saturday's shift for today. Then tomorrow off, monday start again. Tiring but worth it =) I like this job alot ^^ Although my Dentist is very naggy. But WeiQi & I knows she means well for us right :D

Supposing to go shop for my CNY clothings at town today. But I've gotta work. So, proberly tomorrow shop till I drop ! :B $400 plus to $500 will be enough for me? I hope ! Cze I ain't gonna buy alottt . Its just for days.

I've only got some photos, and lazy upload all. But once I got the rest from goodbird's phone I'll upload into my post. Bare with these 6pathetic photos first ! =0 muacks

AaronCheoZeWei

2009-01-16T02:20:00.004+08:00

I found you, but I've lost you.
I don't need you back, do I?
Its okay, that doesn't matter.
As long as you're happy, I'll be happy for you too.
I'll be at your back, no matter what.
I promise.
My last word, I love you.

150109

2009-01-15T21:07:00.008+08:00

Full of pictures. =) Enjoy ar ! Today work until 5plus. Met Weiqi @ 959 with her three friends. Okay, tomorrow working again. I hope I can sleep tonight. If not, I have to rely on my kings&queens cough syrup again =/ But firstly, pet society !! :B Leveling Leveling ~ & hor, readers, look at my nuffnang survey thingy. Alot people hate me! Seems like, I'm kinda buay pai ar ! :D People who hate me, thank you for coming to my blog even though you hate me? =/ Cze i won't go to a person's blog even though i hate her. opps! i lied. actually, i hate nobody lah . Manda so kind hearted =D baibai, pet society lo !

140109

2009-01-14T19:53:00.008+08:00

Off today ! Rot at home. Yingjie came up to accompany me awhile. Heart to heart talk about our lovelife -.-

Click here for photos!

Have not been happy for more then half a year. Its time to wake up, and move on. I've been stucked for so long. Close ones tell me to stay strong and hold on. Friends, tell me to let go. But after hearing what Yingjie told me today, I'm finally half awake. He ask me to do this & that to make my wish come true. & Also told me more about the first month after we broke up. I felt cheated. But since everything passed so long, I shouldn't keep my hatred and stop loving. Well, I'm coming 16 this year. And I should stop fooling around. Think for my future and my family. Memories are meant to be kept. Okay, I know I'll never forget. We once had this conversation.
B, I don't want to remember you.
Why ?!
Cze I know you'll always be by me, and I'll never have a chance to forget you.
& Now, I think you'll have to remember me. I know you will. Okay lah. I end my personal post here. Start of with daily rants tomorrow. Bade goodbye :B Sweet ~

130109

2009-01-13T12:18:00.003+08:00

你从不知道一个人的痛, 你从不知道一个人的累.

Baby can I wait for you. All I need is one last chance from you.

130109 : work from 1:45 to 5:30pm. then to my second job from 8pm to 12:30am. Had meeting for 1 an a half hours. Hell yeah ~ Cousin drive me back to namtai, meet thomas & had my supper. cab home after slacking for awhile. trained my pet society! level 30 ^^V Yes lah, jiayoujiayou! :B I'm back to my cough syrup thingy. & I'm dozingg off righhtttt nnnowwww ~~

Sighs

2009-01-13T01:41:00.006+08:00

You was giving too much, I wasn't giving enough. I can't explain it neither, I ain't never wanna leave you. Its hard to walk away when I saw you I remember the day. You left without telling me, you said you'll start everything afresh without me. You moved on, before I could utter a single word. And I feel that I must confess. Even though it kills me to have to say. I'll admit that I was impressed. Physically just short of perfection. Gotta commend you on your selection. Though I know I shouldn't be concerned. In the back of my mind, I can't help but question.

Does she hug you from the back when you're asleep.
Does she know what you like to eat & drink.
Does she whisper in your ears and tell you how much she love you before tucking in.
Does she call you in a middle of a day, and tell you "Baby, I love you" like I do.
Do you still pat her to sleep.
Do you still call her baby for a thousand times when you see her after a long period of time.
Do you still kiss her in her forehead before sleep.
Do you still pinch her nose, like how you used to.

I can't forget how we used to be from day to day.
Hoping maybe you'll come back. And though I tell myself not to be afraid. To move on but it seems I can't. Though a new man has given me attention. It ain't the same as your affection. Its gotta be only you, yes you. If only time could turn back, I would amend everything for you. I would be a better girlfriend. I would make you be the luckiest man in the world. I would love you more. You know I would. Even though we've moved on, but I still can't walk away. Lets say, the whole story starts @ Jurong West Avenue1 Block 465 . twentyfirstofaugusttwothousandsix. (if you could remember)

oh-so-loved

2009-01-12T04:39:00.001+08:00

Hello earthlings. I'm oh-so-boring.

& I changed my blogskin again ! :B

& I know my blogsong is too old school.
Its 5:22am now, & I've yet to be in bed. God damn it, I'll be tired during work later-on.
Cze I'm busy training my Pet Society. Finally level 29, 58,687% ! Superb Pet!
Click here for PS' photos.

( Sorry for being no-link here)

Flames to dust. Lovers to friends.

Why do all good things come to an end.

A walk to remember, and I'm lost in the sea.

Tying knots around hope, and wish you were mine.

Once a favourite game of you and me.

I can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down.

I'll be spending another few years to put my heart back together.

You'll be the best present ever for any special occasion.

I would only want you, only you.

" I can't deny, I'm missing you again."

Ip man rocks !

2009-01-11T17:22:00.011+08:00

100109 : Watched Ip Man ! Rated 5/5. Two thumbs up ! :B

110109 : Jurong Point to buy Thomas' new watch for $202. -.-"

People might be wondering why I have to work while interviewing right? Cze what I'm working now is morning & afternoon shifts. Sometimes weekends too. While the job I'm interviewing for is night shift. So I can earn double times of pay people are getting. Woot ! I wanna be a rich girl :B

Pictures time ! :B

i'msorry

2009-01-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I love you.

Baby, would you still stay if I asked you not to leave? Would you still be here when I need you? Would you still hug me when I'm cold? Would you still swing my hand when we're walking hand in hands? Would you still say my forehead is the cutest? Would you still rest your lips on my forehead? Would you still call me baby when I want you to? Would you still love me like before? Would you still pull my hand over to your waist and ask me to keep you warm to sleep? Would you come back if I want you to? ( No. )
Baby, am I still able to call you Baby like how I used to? Am I able to be there when you need me? Am I able to hug you from the back when you're leaving? Am I able to squeeze my fingers into your's? Am I able to say that your eyelashes is the cutest? Am I able to rest my lips onto your nose? Am I able to shout your fullname when I'm angry? Am I able to love you like before? Am I able to ask you to tuck me into bed? Am I able to be your's once again? ( No. )

I always knew the answers. Always knew he choosed her over me. Always knew he won't be back. But I'm still holding onto nothing. Having hopes for us. Don't blame me for being this way. I myself want to give up. But I couldn't, cze you made me loved you. And I never stop loving you before.

090109

2009-01-10T00:46:00.010+08:00

090109 : One week bought three sandals. Lmao -.-" Saw Andrew Yeo at Jp! Bought my RIDE Carnival tycoon at popular. Changed of blogsong, previous was ( I'm on - Ciara ) now ( We fuck you - unknown ).

- super super expired photos. Lol -.-"

080109

2009-01-09T00:41:00.016+08:00

Money$Money$Money

080109 : Got my fringe rebonded. Cut a little. Next week packed with work. Going to trim my eyebrow, dye hair, buy CNY clothings, facial, medicure, pedicure & etc. $$$

- 7thJan 's photos

Tags reply :
Brenda : imy too hun ! Haha.

Celinie : Hehe. YupYup, yknow iknow weiqiknow la hor :B

WeiQi : Relinked ! Haha. Secret !

Stephanie : Next time in person tell you more about it.

WeiQi : You lazy bumbum !

ryli : Thanks for tagging. Will link you up soon.

yijing : I talked with you through msn already. Takecare lovely! :B

070109

2009-01-07T13:16:00.007+08:00

Watched 'Yes Man' with coussie on 7thJan. Rated 3.5/5. Very funny. After that, bought my Organiser from Stationery Island. And my flat sandals from M)phosis. Then my 6 Double Choc. cookies from Subway! Bus to WeiQi's house. Midnight went back celinie's house and slacked with Thomas & YingJie. Turned in early for tomorrow's work.

I'm gonna try to save 10k by march. At least these money & cash I earn by my own. Not wait for people give me and spent their money. Whatever amount I took from my parents I will return to them when I have money. Not like some people, hao lian bodoh. Wait for people come pah chiew them. -.-" Okay, misses.

emo

2009-01-05T04:10:00.003+08:00

i told you.
i used to smile from my heart. im sorry that im getting emo again. i didnt want to.

i knew, we'll be strangers, which we are now. i left him when i found him. i wished i stayed. i promised that i will never let him go but i did. i couldnt gaze at him again, never have a chance to hug him again. there was him and me. but his not here anymore when the city sleeps. he asked me to forget but i cant. i wished he could tuck my thoughts away. he helped me with those tough times. he's here when i needed him. he never wanted fights. he never wanted to leave. he never wanted to end this. he never wanted to let go. he never wanted to give up. i knew it all. he'll be holding me when im falling. he gives in to whatever shit i create. simple and nice, seriously i miss him and hope he could be back. ill hold him close to me, and never to leave him again. i know its too late for everything. should i wait or move on im not sure. tell me his still with me and i will. tell me his aint mine anymore i will too. thousands of regrets arrived. words left unsaid. cant he see when our eyes are joined. cant he see through me saying how much i need him. i know ive been selfish & foolish. but if he look through it again, he will see that i can do it better. fix me back. let me take him faraway.
回来好吗?可怜我爱你那么多.

050109

2009-01-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

050109 : Woke up at 530pm. Bathed & Celinie accompanied me home. Had a tiff with mom and rush out of home. Didn't even sayang my Baby =( Had dinner @ 496. Then went to Jalan Bahar to look for Jiajun. Bought Marlboro cze I'm down with nicotine. Slacked and discussed about my birthday celebration. Opening Martell VSOP dua pao at Arena / Boat quay. See first bah. On valentines. Hope everyone I invited is free on that day! :B Tomorrow interview for job. Part time job first. Then see how it goes. Mom is giving me cash on 15th to get my CNY clothings. I hate this part the most. Comfirm headache by thinking what to wear during CNY. Heels, hair, dress, top, bottoms, accessories & etc. Don't like sia. I gotta get a new a new hair cut! And colour! Stressssss ....

- i hope you're doing fine girl. just make a right choice. you can play & have fun. but never regret on your decisions made. stay healthy in pink okay? i'll be a good girl. be a filial daughter to my mom. always think twice with things before i do. and think for myself with the future. you too kay. muacks.

4th Dec

2009-01-04T23:59:00.018+08:00

Pulau Ubin trip !

040109 : Woke up by sleeping only less than 3hours. Prepared and head off to Pulau Ubin ! Had breakfast @ 907 first. Something bad happened, and it became to be a joke of the day. Bused to JurongPoint. Bought candies & mineral water. Had a puff first cze we know the journey gonna be long. Tanah merah alight & took bus No.2 to Changi Village. Then boat to Pulau Ubin. Rent bikes of pairs. Killed tons of Spiders. Explored lots of new places which I've never been on the previous trip to there. After playing and getting tired. Set off to home. Before that, had our dinner at Changi Village first. Ordered 2 stinray for 5 of us. And one KangKong, $28. 5cups of Sugarcane drink for 8bucks -.-" Then went to namtai cut hair, meet Cheek. Yingjie came up to Celinie's house. Mahjong halfway don't wanna play. Cze Campus Superstar caught all our attention. Midnight, all left for home. And all tucked in. Left me outside the living room chatting online & blogging. Tomorrow gotta look for jobs already. Wish me good luck! :B

1st : I stepped on mud and my slipper kena. (Nvm, Thomas helped me cleaned.)
2nd : Beaten by 2 fucking cheebong Red Ants. (Nvm, I burned their eggs.)

3rd : My slipper broke cze LJJ come knock onto our bike. (Tmd, I gotta buy one pathetic AUNTY looking scandals that cost me 5bucks.)

4th : I lost LJJ's earpiece. (Nvm, Reggie helped me by returning him another same one.)
5th : Thomas lost my favourite hotpink earpiece.(Nvm, I'm buying a new rose pink earpiece.)

But afterall, I am happy because I love exploring! :B

04:33AM : Ah fuck. I can't sleep cze I'm hungry. I found something similar to my blog's. Link & profile. It wouldn't be so 'qiao' hor. ^^

(Ain't we meant to be together? I have hate, I hate love. But I love you. I have hate. I have love. But I have no you. You're one in a million.)

3rd Jan

2009-01-03T16:38:00.005+08:00

I'd still be there for you.
Time wouldn't turn back even how hard I'm trying to save it from falling.
Hate is the word I'm hanging beside my lips. Love is the word that have been pierced into my heart. Us is is the subject that I can't remove. You are the person that I can't forget.

030109 : Went to accompany WeiQi for lunch after waking up at Celinie's house @ 959 with Jiajun & Thomas. Then went back, meet Pengda, Reggie & Ahyong. Then night time Gek Poh buy my eggkuay & accompany Thomas&Jiajun for dinner. Then Celinie accompany me home by 185 so Jiajun & Thomas go home. Reached home prepared & left. Celinie's house for Mahjong. Almost everyday played Mahjong & lose. Gotta stop I guess ! :B Played till morning 5plus & slept.

P/S : Happy Birthday to MAMA ! :B

2nd Dec 09

2009-01-02T21:56:00.007+08:00

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起.

Opps, idk why we posed this hand sigh. (FOR ME !! FOR ME !!) 21st ^^

Celinie as photographer. Reggie smoking.
021209 : Slept at morning 7plus. Woke up at 1pm. Then waited for Celinie to prepare. Then cab to my house. Mom cooked lunch for me, Celinie & her boyfriend. Then prepared and cab to JurongEast swimming complex. Waited for Thomas, Jiajun, Reggie & YingJie to come. From 3 plus till 8plus. Had dinner @ KFC. Fucking full ! Walked to my house. Then bus to Celinie's house played Mahjong. Almost everyday mahjong-ing siol. Tomorrow Palau Ubin I hope :B I love outings ! Just changed my blogsong. I know its like very Old School. But I missed those times when we're all crazy over this song :B & Edited all my Wishlist. I want a job the most before I think for others lah fcuk !

1st Jan 2009

2009-01-02T05:20:00.014+08:00

5729,3179- E(s)

1st Dec 09 : Woke up, bathed then Kunpoh come drive us to Imm with ZhiHao & HanHwa. Then to Kunpoh's house for Mahjong session with Thomas, Jiajun & YingJie till 8plus 9. 964 for dinner. Then back to Celinie's house. Midnight meet Weeyang at 964. Slack till 5am. Now at Celinie's house. Good luck to all student's ! First day of school. HuHu ~ How's my new blogskin? Well, I'm sick of those layouts already. And Celinie is complaining that it looks sucky to her. So, I know this is a little girlish. But I like it alot :B

31st Dec 2008

Breakfast with Jiajun @ Mac .

30th @ Kunpoh's house.

2009

2009-01-01T14:40:00.003+08:00

1st post of the year 2009 :B

Brand new year, brand new life. I gotta start looking out for jobs myself, and be hardworking. Gotta be a better person then my past 15years of life. Happy new year to all babies!

New year wish :

Mom & Dad healthy as ever.

Friends stick together forever.

Baby, prettier then ever.

Me to be rich!

31st, Dine at Sakura. Then movie 'Bedtime stories' at Jurong Point. I almost fell asleep inside the cinema, although the show was rated 3/5 but I guess I was tired after laughing the whole day. Alrights, photos will be uploaded very soon! Neoprints too :}
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Just when I thought you'll be here forever, you left.

I MISS IKEA'S MEATBALLS =(

2008-12-30T04:51:00.008+08:00

I NEED A JOB DOGS !
(Here are some Pet society's photos)
These are a before renovated room. Let me post renovated room to you guys in the next post! =D

New year eve, go where hong kan ley? -.-
Ahh, tried my new MIO tv -.- Suck cork man. Thomas & Jiajun is now stuck in my room watching SCV. Lols, later Sakura with my lovers! Wootttssss ~ Crazy over my pet society now. I'm gonna dash to level 29 !! Beat the fking ang ku kuey. =D

29th

Home from Celinie's house. Jurong east meet Celinie. Lot1 walk, then Amanda's place for dinner & looked for her four kids. Then lot1, then Celinie's place. Meet Thomas, then Weiqi & Enqi came up. Now slacking with Reggie! I'm hungry =(

- Har pa villa's photos. overdued.

Take me with you.

2008-12-29T14:49:00.002+08:00

28th, woke up.
959 for lunch with thomas, jiajun &celinie. Kunpoh's house for mahjong, with jiajun, thomas, celinie, kunpoh, kunbiao, yingjie & co. Was all the way taking turns. Stayed at Kunpoh's house from afternoon till midnight. Then all cab back to Celinie's house. Slept right after this post.
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你怎麽恨心离开我,可怜我爱你那么多. Pretend as I don't know you. Pretend that my heart isn't painful anymore. Pretend that I don't love you anymore. Pretend to be happy is. Pretend as if I don't care about anything. When I saw you I couldn't talk to you. When you're right infront of me, I couldn't hug you. When you're right infront of me I couldn't tell you whats in my heart all these while. & When I am willing to let you know what I want the most, you're always running away from reality. I see the way you treat your another half. I see the way you shouted. You've changed, cze you never said these to me before.

Lastly love

2008-12-26T05:27:00.003+08:00

Tons & truckloads of photos will be uploaded when I get home alrights !?!? Had been at Celinie's house these days.

25th, My house for steamboat, & cards. Celinie's house for Mahjong. Till morning, didn't sleep.

26th, Accompany Thomas to Jurong polyclinic. With, Jiajun, Yingjie, Celinie. My house. Then Jurong Point. Met CheeKeong. Har pa villa ! Lots of fun. Took fucking lotsa photos! Then town to accompany Thomas to get his shoes & hat & clothes from Zara. Then kampong! Bathed and fell asleep. Too tired. Laughs.

Now 27th, 6:05 am, Qi & Celinie sleeping in the living room. Lols, and I've just woke up at 4plus.
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I hide my feelings. I know his no longer my boy. News heard, rumours said, questions asked. And still, I can no longer wait. I've been leading a good life, yes indeed.

我想他,真的好想他.他是他,不是哪个他.我祝福他,永远快乐永远开心.他是个好人请上天保佑他.谢谢:B LIES.
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I want, a peaceful life. I don't need anymore new friends. I have enough. Don't give me love, I don't need a boyfriend. I just want my friends to stay tight. Peaceful, loving & healthy.

2008'S CHRISTMAS

2008-12-25T00:00:00.013+08:00

MERRY X'MAS to all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Santa, please grant my wish. I've been a good girl this year ;)

And this time, I guess what they said were true. Okay, I'm really fine with everything actually. What can I do? Nothing =) So, here I give you all my blessings. Congrats ! :B Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year :B

All I want for Christmas is you.

2008-12-23T10:30:00.021+08:00

( 24th December, 11:13 AM )

P/S : Happy 20th Birthday to Valentino!
P/P/S : I'm sorry.
P/P/P/S : 为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜.

( 2006's Christmas day! 2years back. )

I've been tripping over missing you boy

2008-12-22T06:13:00.005+08:00

21st ( Chalet, Redhouse, OCH, 7head, PM, home )
P/S . Photos will be uploaded when I transfer everything to my desktop & when Jasmine sends it to me. Stay tune !

This game rocks my ass, just like those CS, Call of duty & CombatArms games. But this is super scary, cze those monster are Zombies. Fucking exciting. & I think I can be tutor of this game, under the subway map & woods map. Theres different type of maps. And different special leader you should kill. Theres, 'Tank', 'Witch', 'Hunter', 'Bomber' & so on. But I hate it when we're informed that theres ' incoming attack'. Cze all zombies will come running towards you & team mates. Alots skills you should know. And technics to kill every special leaders. You guys should try this out! Play it when you're alone in the room. Off all light, with headphones on. Sound effects scares the hell out of you. Amanda promise that you'll love this :B I'm gonna buy the disc & download it into my computer very soon. " LEFT 4 DEAD " huhu ~ !!

Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine.

2008-12-20T03:06:00.003+08:00

Once bitten and twice shy.

I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye.

You're a person I can rely on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart.

Head over heels in the moment, I never thought that I'd get hit by this cupid again.

I can't take another breath without feeling the regret of my jealousy.

I've been nonchalant about the calls at 1 AM.

I know you'll ask me to hold on,

And carry on like nothing is wrong,

But there is no more time for lies,

Cause I see sun set in your eyes.

Tell me you feel the same way too will you?

Superman, I miss you.

I'll remember to forget you.

2008-12-19T02:48:00.006+08:00

Apologise to Jasmine for the leg thingy. & I really miss Superman alot ! Bendan, I hate that I love you so, you make me feel secured. Sheltered by those harms. I just can't let you go.

- Overdued photos

We fight we break up, we kiss we make up. I don't wanna repeat the same routine, again & again.

12:50pm , I'm still not sleeping. Had been rotting at WeiQi's house for three nights. Its time to pack up & leave for home. I miss my Baby. His bitch ;) Just finished a drama Miss No Good Episope 14 end. Last few made me cry like dog. Laughs! Wilber Pan is so handsome, gosh. Superman more handsome ! -.-" Hiakhiak... Alrights, gotta go home now! WeiQi is still sleeping, so I think I'll leave first. Reached home, bath & rest awhile. Lemon's chalet later on at downtown. My Ah Wei's chalet is a must go! With Jasmine, Kenneth & Joanna I think. 4days 3nights.

I'll be waiting for your return & ardor.

2008-12-18T15:32:00.004+08:00

Should I sleep or wait for Jasmine & WeiQi to come home? Now WeiQi's house machiam our home too. Have not go home for 2nights already. Power. I haven't sleep since last night. 3:32pm currently, fuckkkkkkkkk !!!!
(You're still a part of everything in my life. This is what I can't deny, cze theres too much we've been through. But I ain't being your Amanda no longer. I've grow up alot, and that's all thanks to you. I've learnt alot from you, & these period of time we've seperated. I'll never forget you! We've moved on with our matters, so let's not repeat the same old cast anymore alrights? Even how much I've been missing you. As I won't want heartbreaks anymore. Thank you.)

- Some overdued & yesterday's photos.

What is this.

2008-12-17T03:45:00.008+08:00

Hello readers. I am very happy. But also not very happy. Because of two things. Happy because 'A' . Unhappy because 'A&B' . LOL . Only Jasmine understands lah ._. WellWell, I shouldn't change myself for a guy. I should be myself yeah :D They'll love me for who I am. Okay, craps. Jasmine&Vicky is now sleeping like a dead log. & I'm still online watching my shows. I miss Supermannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ... =(

http://www.gamesgames.com/ you still remembered ? :) I'm surprised! Or maybe its not refering to me. I ain't sure =/ Now is 9:53 AM , anyone wanna meet for breakfast ? :) Today actually gonna meet Jiajun, Thomas, WeiSiang & Aaron for rounding. But I wanna pei my WeiQi & Jasmine so didn't meet them. Jj & Ws then sent Thomas & Aaron home & came to look for me. Smokesmoke :) He thought I didn't recognise his voice & fake as Jiajun's voice. Hiakhiak, tio spot! Anyway, imissyou okay? :)

突然好想你

2008-12-16T05:57:00.006+08:00

I can't be emo right? Haa ! So I removed my previous post & continue this. Recently very pack. & My life is okay now. I hate surprises, & when I saw the msn pop out from him my heart pumps. Its just like the previous time recieving his phone call. I don't know why. But at least I didn't think too much anymore :) Manda is strong okay! :D
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Superman have been busy these days. I ain't happy. I spammed him with sad faces. Recorded voicemail for him. & he have no time to text me. Sighs, Superman i miss you. Anyway, he'll be out soon :D Heheeee !!
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Today 16th , Play . Sighs, another club I have to miss. Sorry friends, I can't attend Play tonight T_T Zouk 22nd, I'll go!!!!! Oh fcukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !!!
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Boy, have you ever thought of me when you went those places. When we did those things. Ahbee, how're you? =(

Just a lil while more

2008-12-15T19:01:00.005+08:00

- Overdued photos ...

My lips bleed .

I think they just lied. I think I just fall into their trap. Although I seem to be easy on that matter. But it ain't easy at all. Came to know that they lied, my feeling was peace, as if it felt nothing at all even how huge the answers is. I think, my heart is numb. But I'm contented still.

- I can forget about number. 11 :) I'm stuck with 2694. Jasmine, what about you? =) 爱不爱都痛, 最后你要自由.

qinqinyu

2008-12-14T05:56:00.004+08:00

~~I won't be back~~. Although I missed you. Just know that, I've loved you. &I'm still loving you since then. And I'll always still. Unless you promise me that you'll never leave me again.

Are you coming back already baby? Have you finished your games? I've been missing you these while, come back now okay? Stop playing already, I can't stand it any longer. Ahbee, faster come back =(

I didn't know that it hurts.

2008-12-13T04:51:00.006+08:00

Dead drunk :(

Sorry for the lack of updates. I'm super lazy & busy. These are the overdued photos taken for the past few days.

10th ton till morning. 11th didn't sleep whole day, morning take pay then paya lebar for extensions. Then boat quay at night. Pingyuan's house sleep, 12th home. 13th home. I don't know whats wrong with me today. But I think I should be grateful to have my mom & girls by my side already. Thank god (:

Past

2008-12-10T20:42:00.013+08:00

PICTURE POST, I HAPPENED TO MISS MY PAST . HAHA !

ALL FRIENDS, YOUR PHOTOS IN HERE ^^

I miss school times. I miss mash & Joyce :(

OMG . we actually thought of showing our panties. -.-"

I miss school :(:(:(:(:(

This is my edmund didi ! same age yeah ~ -.-"

Peisi precious ! omgomg .

At my house when we're playing G. -.-

2006 (s)

2006 2006 2006

2007 ~ LOL

Fucking 2006 long time ago ~ fuckfuckfuck

Boonlay!

2006(s) OHMYGOSH ? WEIQI & CELINIE !

I miss the past lah :( comeback ~

Just look at weiqi . She just got her hair cut last year ! Hahas =D

- MYSELF ! obviously i think im prettier in the past? :(

2006 CNY @ teck whye :)

East coast. 07 see so fking skinny ! fuck

07 (s) :(

JUST FINISHED HANGING UP THE PHONG WITH ANDREW AH YEO ._.

FUCK, IM GOING OUT !

I missed gotham penthouse. I missed zouk. I miss whiteroom. FUCK!!!!
I missed all ! Shyt, I want club again . JOANNA :((

Happy 18th birthday to Jasmine !

2008-12-10T02:10:00.009+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to my Dearest Beloved Jasmine Tan! Feng er :) I couldn't say what I wanna say. But I've told you everything in the recording yeah? I know you enjoyed your celebration :) & 11th another one alrights? LoveLoveLove !

Woke up at 8pm. Bathed, then jw come fetch me over to 496 for my dinner. ws & jj came over next. Then met Jackson to get my specs. I know you guys super long never see me wearing specs yeah? :) 10th I'll be going Har Pa Villa then meet Xiaofeng & co. 11th Boatquay again. 12th I have things up too. I wont be free the whole week. I'll still try to update blog ! &To that fking nameless on her blog, shut up and stop commenting about others. Don't stalk my blog please. God damn you. Fuck your manners & busybody's attitude. By doing this doesn't make people like you. Abhor you this kind of person. Scrammmmmmm ~

Home Kid

2008-12-09T09:27:00.001+08:00

Stayed at home. Online, Pet Society. Now 9:27am, still ain't asleep. I need KB !!!! fckkkk .... Anyone out there to help ?? :((

Ordered MEGA mac & McWings for dinner. (During midnight)

Ordered MEGA Sausage MC Griddles with EGG for breakfast. (During morning)

Xiaofeng's birthday celebration

2008-12-07T23:04:00.017+08:00

Liling , WeiQi , Joe Ee

Them

Dom !

hweeling & kenneth

Clement & PingYuan

Kenneth & edwin

Ah Long

GuoHui & Joe Ee

Dom & pan

Jeremy , Joe Ee , Kiantong

Kiantong & Dapan

Dapan & Guohui

Kevin & Dominic

Dom & Kiantong

Dom

& we play until open lights .

Xiaofeng's 18th birthday ! At BoatQuay's Jab1 . Hell lotsa fun :) And I realised after taking photos with everyone. I didn't took with Xiaofeng. You guys know why? Because she was dead drunk. Haha!

There is, Amanda, Joe Ee, Xiaofeng, Weiqi, Joanna Yee, Hweeling, Liling, Kenneth, Matthew, Edwin, Clement, PingYuan, AhLong, Guohui, YaoZhong, Dominic, Dapan, Kiantong, Junren, Kevin, Jeremy.

4am - 5am left BoatQuay. Cab to Pioneer mall with Weiqi, enqi, hweeling, edwin & pingyuan. Went over to look for Andrew. Cze he drove to pm wait for us. Had our breakfast ! My fav egg muffin, then walk back to weiqi's crib. And left everyone :)

- 6:21 am 08thDec

Andrew now emo wor :( Cheer up lah ah yeo! Mdm wong is here man :D I'm super hungry.

Relinquish Love

2008-12-06T02:21:00.007+08:00

Alrights, I promise I'll stop changing my bloglink. I know its super irritating. I'm now at WeiQi's house. She's sleeping like a log now. While I'm updating my blog. & playing my facebook's Pet Society. Yes la! Saw those pictures above this paragraph? Me & WeiQi's creation. HiakHiak.

I can't wait for BoatQuay later in the night. Its only 3:32AM now?! Gosh, fuck the time. Fuck! Craving for Martell ... Jasmine Tan Su Ling aka Xiaofeng, you no drunk better don't step out of Jab1.

Happy Birthday to WONG WEIJIE ! 14 years old right? :) Hope you enjoy your day at Escape! See you around ;)

-- 4:03pm Edited

Ah fuck! Pet society under maintenance. Shyt it! Now 4:03pm . Okay, I need to cab home & prepare for BQ . OMG ! JOANNA.YEE & JASMINE.TAN . $600 ? NO PROBLEM ! $800 LATER OPEN 5BOTTLES MARTELL ALSO NO PROBLEM . WHO AM I !? MANDA LEY! hohohoho ~ Open one dua pao lah! =D Comfirm give you doh! Nabeixzxz .

I haven't changed abit.

2008-12-05T20:10:00.007+08:00

Jasmine & co. came to pick me up. Then to Tea garden to meet a friend, then geylang. Then 4bikers towards queestown play pool. Until 4am they sent us to edwin's crib. Fuck! I finally got a chance to sit on R1. Okay, another wishlist of my own is strike off. Yes la !

Now going over to WeiQi's crib. She got me 3Subway cookies ! :) So kind & nice of her. Oh yah. I've told Jasmine, after tomorrow's Boat Quay, I'm gonna shut myself from the outter world. So, take care friends when you see this. & I'm gonna enjoy myself to the max at BoatQuay !!!!!!!

Sick

2008-12-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

sicksicksick :( down with flu & soar throat. damn the cough syrups. urgggg !!! thanks xiaolemon for your concern! :) going out to meet jasmine & co. later over to edwin's crib. everyone is sick these days. weiqi get well ! stay at home, if not headaches gonna knock at your door again. junior get well ! drink more water not coke. dont attend zouk if you ain't feeling better. or you'll feel worst. i've not been seeing joe ee already. i miss her :(

When theres only you

2008-12-04T00:16:00.006+08:00

The night is silent, but I can't seem to sleep. Maybe because I'm waiting for my cell to ring. Waiting for the phone call from you, waiting for your text. Superman, can you read my mind ?

Seriously, I think I can't live without cough syrup. Now I know how it feels. I like to feel tired. I like to feel that my whole body is pulling me to bed. I like it when my head is heavy. But I can't depend on it much :( Just a hug to sleep everynight from you, I can stop my cough syrup thingy. You're my sleeping pills boy.

P/S : I wonder why when I didn't tell anyone my link, and all found my link. I'll change link again if anymore gossiping comes around. Thanks all readers.

Superman !

2008-12-03T20:06:00.006+08:00

& I finally got back my fuo pai back ! Totally same as the one I lost last time. I requested from my uncle, say I want the same fuo pai 7cai. & same hook purple in colour. And then I got it :) loveloves
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Finally had sufficient sleep today. Was chatting online. Until I had an idea of drinking cough syrup again. And this time, not 1-3 spoons full. Is half bottle. After drinking 20mins later, the cake came. My head was super heavy, as if it expand. My arms & legs all felt very sour. So I decided to go in bed on 6:30 am. I stood up, no balance man. Jitao like drunkass. Laughs. And finally drop myself in bed. Slept till 7pm then woke up. Yes lah! Its been a long time since I last had sucha long peaceful sleep :) I regretted temping him with my cough syrup, now end up him tempting me with the feeling. Fuckkkk ! Put the blame on me. Friend Friend, we promised another day alrights ! Yes lah...

Lovelies

2008-12-03T02:20:00.007+08:00

My fav XIAO LONG BAO ! :D

Off on 2nd . So slack at home whole day, cannot tahan so went to sleep until 7pm . Quarrelled with mom, so went jp meet up with WeiQi . Had our dinner together, then smoke. took $60+ today. and left one 2dollar note in my wallet now(pathetic). bought my webcam and microphone. $36+ & others on food & cab . together me & weiqi spent over $100 on our stuffs. Lol. After bought everything, bus back to her granny's house. did her needle thingy then went to her house slack. cab home at 12plus . now playing with my webcam. COOL MAN !

3rd dec .
Happy 19th birthday to Ben Ong Wen Hui . Me & weiqi got heart recorded voice message to him singing birthday song and wishes. Haha, i lazy type here what i wished lah. just two things that important is Eyebrown grow longer & he himself find a girlfriend. Laughs .

3rd off day. YES LAH ! sighs, one day per packet of cigarettes really cmi :( LEONG ARH !

Back to blogger

2008-12-02T03:48:00.003+08:00

Back at blogger. Still prefer this afterall. I promise I'm not gonna change anymore alrights? But I didn't tell anyone yet I'm back at blogger. Lol.

- work alone, lunch alone. all the way weiqi accompany me chat till i finish lunch. End work at 6pm

- meet daddy at tanjong pagar mrt station. Cab over to chinatown walk around. Nothing caught my eye. Bought dinner back to daddy's place. ( i missed zouk party ): )

- online webcam, ate dinner. drank hennesys & decided to go ClarkQuay.

- drank beer at one pub. then transfer to another pub and ate sushi.

- drank Jap's sake . almost knock out. cab home

- bathed & i did tried my best to sleep. failed :(

- online until now 3:48 AM . i need to tuck in very soon. Tomorrow still working :(

P/S . ignorance is bliss .

P/P/S . you're my happy pills 2694 :D

Same script, different cast.

2008-11-28T07:23:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger. I've been busy recently with my work and etc. I've been happy and sad these few days. I've been gaining weight everyday. I've been having sleepness nights everyday. I've been eating non-stop. I've been growing up everyday. Baby have been getting cuter everyday. Baby have been growing fatter everyday. Baby have been growing furs everyday. Baby now has learned how to bark when she's hungry/sad. I can't imgaine me living without Baby. Baby, mommy loves you! :)

http://alustlove.livejournal.com

2008-11-21T06:02:00.007+08:00

Do you guys know i still update my wishlist? I've got a new job! And I'm quickly listing new wishlist after i got everything down there! & today is 21st november. :)

2008-11-16T02:39:00.003+08:00

http://alustlove.livejournal.com/

sorry , i know v mafan . but livejournal nice ley :)
i will be away from everything slowly.

look for jobs and earn money.

stay out of troubles and relationship first.

im still young, my future is in my hands.

i can't be bothered with anything.

as long as i know what im doing.

don't have to relink . just view my LJ if you got heart kay .

where is my heart i wonder ..

Pretending

2008-11-15T19:07:00.004+08:00

13th woke up at 4plus. Then waited for Xiaofeng t wake up till 7 then went Ghim Moh find Happy Kids. Met Dapan first, then tong. Together went CC find, seng, dom, yan zhong and one more guy. Xiaofeng came down soon, played Basketbal for awhile and went for our dinner. Then went t play swing, and Holland V after that. Mac at tea garden for breakfast. Walked back, then Lemon came t find us. Basketball match for them, while me was shouting for bed. Went god mode v long, all buay tahan me. Up t Xiaofeng's house after everyone left. Bathed and drop t bed. Slept only for few hours. 4pm woke up, met Dom and Seng for Mustafa. Until 9pm plus cab back Ghim Moh. Then overnight again at Ghim moh watching movies. Horror movies, suck cork man. Lol. Then Dapan, YaoZhong, Tong, Seng and Dom sent me t bus-stop cze Xiaofeng went home and drop already. Alrights, I've just woke up 7:21 PM . What th hell -.-"

I give up on you

2008-11-13T17:08:00.003+08:00

Bird , you're right !
This is Yao Zhong !
This is DaPan :)

This is Ah Mic Zai ;)

Ofcourse, XiaoFeng ! :D

Will be back for more updates. Waiting for Feng Er to wakey uppiie .

Sleepless

2008-11-13T01:31:00.006+08:00

I woke up on th 11th nov 4pm plus? Then slack at home till midnight. Due to boredness and was damn hungry, so went out rounding with Weisiang to alot places. First, 496 for supper. Then bought a nother pack off cigg. Then t SiWai see whether is there anymore prawning. tmd, I forgotten which idiot told me it has closed down -.- Okay, so wanted t visit tang chen outside, end up closed. So went t westcoast slack. Till morning 5 was bored already, then he sent me home. Back home at morning 5am +. Was chatting online with XiaoFeng and her Ghim Moh babies. So, decided to meet them for lunch there. Bus t Ghim Moh find Xiaofeng and her Ghim Moh babies. Kaos! I tell you, their my Happy Kids man! They are, Dapan, Ah mic zai, Yao zhong, Ah bert, Thong, Ah long, and one more guy I forgot his name. Had our breakfast, then slack till afternoon 3 went up t xiaofeng's house bathed and get change. Meet them downstairs, then have dinner. Then at night, Weisiang and Junwen come find me slack. So they sent me home after that.

I've lost myself

2008-11-11T16:59:00.008+08:00

Let you guys see something. Which I recieved an email from Jose.

DENAMRK: WHAT A SHAME, A SAD SHAME. THIS MAIL HAS TO BE SEEN. THERE IS NO WORST BEAST THAN HUMAN KIND ITSELF!!!!

想要把你忘记真的好难

2008-11-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

-8th November
Boat Quay , The Next Stop, GuessWhere & Temptation.

Jasley's Mom, Kaixin and Jasley !

KaiXin Girlfriend and Me :)

Smoking half way, arboh you thought my mouth like that ?

Oh ! This girl is busy playing with Lucky.

Ben (owner) & Andrew (dog) .

Tata ! Andrew and me ;)

Fuck his face, just kena fik fiak I think. His complaining th lightning too bright lah ~

Still too bright, then he say dunwan take.

I say I next time draw eyebrown, faster take ! Then end up, he ask weiqi got eyebrown pencil, and she said she have it. I lan lan lohr.

Please don't laugh. Eh, we look alike lah. Eyebrown*part ( See he finally smiled ) -.-

I like this th best, don't have his face. LMAO !

Muacks !

-10th November
Woke up at 2plus. Watch Joe Ee sleep until 6plus then she wake up. Had our dinner. Then slack till 9 and I cabbed home ! -.-" Tomorrow accompany her for interview at don't know which stupid ulu place near WestCoast. Then jalan jalan ;) Pictures uploaded ! Enjoy heh ~

Some overdued photos .

8th November at Kranji . (w/o make-up)

She loves me !

Eye swallon ? And no make up, thts why like that -.-

At home . 10th November

9th November

@ CJ

7th November ( Eating my BREAD )

Will edit again

2008-11-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

Slept at 6am plus . Woke up 11am plus . Kranji for picnic, bbq, fishing, kite with Ah Jan's family. lotsa fun.

Now preparing and head down t Boat Quay t celebrate Jasley's 20th birthday at Temptation/Guess? Lmao, I also not sure lah. anyway, meeting Kaixin and Joe Ee. Weiqi and co. will be coming for their drinking. Different group. Im gonna enjoy today, I try. Anyway, i miss someone alot. ;x opps! No more secret le :D

Burden

2008-11-07T02:26:00.004+08:00

All about today was boring . Slept till 8pm. Woke up and went 496 with Joe Ee, Celinie, Ws, Jw for dinner. Then my house downstairs. Then JalanBahar. Then Joe Ee's house. But today I was laughing through out ! ;)

Ws showed me this on his hand. I thought what happened to him and guess what he told me ?

"You remember that day we at BL, then you try punch on my hand. And this is what it turns out." Oh my ! I didn't know I punched so hard on him. But I remembered he said it was super painful that day. I felt super sorry for his hand. Sucha muscular guy, fit guy, strong guy also kena. Comfirm never kena beat by me before. Thats why? Sorry again Siang Ge ! Xin Mei is here to bo pai seh ar ;(

Xiaolemon aka Ah Wei, said I look like a guy in this picture? o.O

Smile yeah !

I think my hand cramp or what uh ?

Lastly, my cute Baby girl ! =D Mummy loves you alot alrights? Must stay healthy, Mummy love you more then anything else kay ! =D

1st, 4th day at homealone

2008-11-05T19:50:00.019+08:00

Slept in th morning 11am. After talking on phone with Celinie, after making stunts online with WeiSiang and Dj Alicia. After finishing all my shows. Yeah, so woke up at 8:12pm, with th Television on playing my song. And felt that my whole weak body had recovered. Back t normal yeah! Good, so came online. Chat w DJ Alicia, she sibei fucking eh tong. 2days no rest, so I decided t use my sweetsweet goodnight messages t make her sleep. Then talk cork, she finally went t bed and rest. Chatted on phone w Celinie, then Joe Ee called. Asking me t go over t her place for steamboat. Meet her at Jurong Point t get out Cheesiiey TouFu. But sorry mother, I cannot go out. Gotta save money then weekend can enjoy. Sorry ily. Sighs, most importantly is I missed my steamboat and Cheesiiey TouFu. Fuckkk ! So called mom and asked her t buy back dinner for me after her dating. So she's buying me Chilli Crab and Oyster with egg ;) 4th day I've been stuck at home, not stepping outta my house. First time, and everyone said its miracle. Cool right, I know. I need a job already. End of year going Genting w SiaoDui (s). I want I want !

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And I've been editing this post for fucking lotsa times. Shyt. Well well, was chatting on phone with Ws earlier before midnight till midnight. So decided t accompany him and Jw t Johor Bahru. Their going there for their oil tank. Lmao, save money mah. So morning 9plus asked Ws come over t fetch me t Lot 1 meet Jw, then together go JB and after pump oil come back sg. Then was talking about my dream bike. Yamaha R1, and guess what. Ws is gonna get is by next year! Yes! I said I wanna be his first pillion ley. I know v bhb lah, but then no fault. Everyone knows I love R1 like hell. So by now, he already called all of his bike gang for rounding next year once he got R1. 26bikers. Wah, comfirm noisy. 4:47am, think I go try t rest. Oh, I've update my wishlist. I want that W980 badly ); &My 8GB memory card for my poor useless Psp. Red colour think become Maroon already. Iya, bye lah. Self entertaining ):
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6:13am
I decided t go over t Joe Ee's place by Bus! Oh my, first time. Cze im afraid I might fall asleep later. Lmao! At least she can entertain me ;) I'm not emo kay!

All thats left behind were these ...

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Must watch, this is my 王子 - 對不起MV . He so handsome lohrrrr ! PCB, th girl only 14years old and so lucky t be th female leading role of 王子's MV . I miss 王子 so much ! I need cigarettes ! Fuckkkkkkk.

Pathetic sick ! _l_

2008-11-04T17:22:00.007+08:00

Happy 18th bithday t this Asshole Foong YuShu .

I'mma sick Amanda for two f.king days already. Can't bath myself, cook myself, walk properly myself. Like an old lady, laughs. First day was f.king sick, but when I woke up its like getting better. But th more I rest th weaker I become I felt. Now my stomach super empty, f.king 2days only a few scoops of porridge. No nicotine, no water. How suffering can this be when I'm alone at home, I could just stuck in my bed. Now waiting for my Mac(asked mom t help me order), cze I just finished bathing myself and fall down in th bathroom -.- Cze super no strength. Mommy working, no one could help me. Only my baby can cuddle me t sleep. Then my f.king leg always MA BI, how t say in english I also forgotten, just hope you guys understand. Alrights, will update sooner or later. ;)

Tags reply :

WeiQi (｡◕‿◕｡): Xiaoqi, you this PCB. Got problems uh ? Go read my blog, there's something for you to read. See if you dare or not ? As simple as that.
Gosh , she super cute ley. I find her getting cuter and cuter. Lmao.
Future 2009: TO:Xiaoqi Stop acting like a 3year old kids can anot.. Don't always come to spam people blog can? You are sure a useless people in this world. Don't need you in here. Please go back to your own world!
Cool name you have ;) Future 2009, welcome t th 2008 ! :D Just ignore her, she's sucha rubbish yeah?
passby: drink more water...den take gd care urself... :)
Thank you passby, mind telling me who are you? (:
xiaoqi: wow. so caring. drink more water ok! almost make puke loh!
Puke until you drop then. Lmao.
WeiQi (｡◕‿◕｡): I'm back ! I know you miss me. Meet me soon soon soon, misses ! Muacks. Take care !!! Drink more water alright ? LOVES.
Thanks, drink water lagi worst. Get me Martell comfirm okay ! ^^V
Alicia's.: Ok i'm here to tag! Thanks for your birthday wishes! I no emo, no worries. :) All th best too. Stay happy also. Muchloves.
=D Most Welcome, hehe. comfirm no emo? ((: Heehee.
Stephanie: Sigh Hunnymei, i wonders how come nowadays people so boliao, going around people's blog spamming them & trying to spoil their reputation by tagging nonsensical & untrue stuffs. I doubt they're brought up nicely. HAISSSSSS kelian maaaan!
Iya, they jitao nobody kasi. Can't blame. Just another entertaiment for us bah. =D
dan: meet me soon sis!
Sissy .... Sorry uh ):

5th nov 6:38 AM :

1. Where is the person you want the most?
In a place.

2. Where will you be 2 hours from now?
Still at home.

3. Last kiss?
Wah, jitao v long never kissed.

4. Does your ex miss you?
No.

5. Does anyone love you?
Everyone ;)

6. Who is fake?
Non-living things.

7. Has your ex move on?
Whoa, his fast.

8. Where're you going tomorrow?
Commit suicide.

9. Are you easily confused?
Like?

10. Do you think you can make a good wife/husband?
Don't look down.

11. Where were you at 9am this morning?
Sleeping.

12. Do you fall for people easily?
Fate, fate.

13. Everything happens for a reason?
No reason how things happened?

14. What does your last text message read?
Lol . Okay . Then I go my lalaland already . Later come find me alright . Dont chat with that * for too long ah . Sleep early uh . Goodnight . Misses .

15. When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
In my dream.

16. What are you listening to right now?
Garantuee

17. How was your week so far?
Sucks

18. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't?
Always ); Can tell you not?

19. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I forgotten who I last kissed.

20. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Always ;X

21. Are you too forgiving?
Depends on situation.

22. What are you gonna do next?
http://www.blogthings.com/ ( thanks uh DJ.A)

23. Are you tired of anything?
Have been.

24. Who do you miss?
Cannot tell you uh.

25. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
A stick of nicotine.

26. Are you chatting with anyone online now?
Dj.Alicia

27. If you could have any car what would it be?
Super hugh truck counted? I wanna crash everything.

28. What are you stressed out about?
15years old, can stress about what huh?

29. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
No pockets.

30. How many windows are open on your computer?
6.

31. In the past week have you gotten sick?
Woah, you know me well.

32. In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
Past weeks.

33. Who was your last call from?
FoongYuShu -.-

34. What can't you wait for?
Every tomorrow.

35. What do you do most of your time?
Breath in and out.

36. How much clothes do you have in your closet?
You come my house, I show you.

37. On a scale of 0-10. How good is life?
minus 0

38. Will you and your ex ever get back together?
(Blank)

39. Do you think you'll be a good mother/father in future?
Woahlao.

40. What you wish to say right now?
I miss someone.

41. Do anyone hate you?
Yes.

42. Do you trust your best friend?
Yes.

43. What is your pet's name?
Kystie Wong CuiCui

44. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Voice. Cze I think my voice v kp.

45. Where is your father?
I don't know ley, overseas?

46. Does the person you like know you like them?
Comfirm no.

47. If you could tell them one her/him, what would it be?
(blank)

48. What's the last movie you watched?
Coffin.

49. Did you do this survey because you were bored?
Fei Hua.

50. Which question you lied in this survey?
Question 38.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

What hurts th most

2008-11-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

2days 24hours staying at home rotting. Till today I finally got myself sick. Volmitting non-stop. I can't even feed myself / hold up a cigg stick earlier. Now better, but while typing, my fingers are trembling. Apologise t HunnyJie, bombed her for not meeting her in th evening. So, I'll bath and rest on my bed again.

What hurts th most, is being so close. And me seeing you walk away ...

He illuminates my morning, as well as my night.

2008-11-02T21:40:00.008+08:00

I edited my post, by deleting everything I posted before. I will act as I don't know anything, never saw anything alrights? As long as ... (; Well, whole day at home. So pathetic. Oh yah !

DJ ALICIA SIM ! Happy 16th Birthday to you! ^^ Promised t come meet us w XiaoFeng & Joanna right? And stay happy too. You another Emo queen, don't say me. Haha =D Rabak Alicia on 1stNov. Muahaha ! All th best ! Muchloves x3

Imagine me turning 16 in just 4more months, hiakhiak. Can't wait for 09's Feb19th! Siao, think too far.
2:45am : Well I'm now waiting for Xiaofeng t miss call me, so that me and Joanna can conference inside. Shyt, I was thinking, how do I celebrate my christmas this year, my new year this year? Thinking back th past few years, it was all well celebrated w my love one. Cool, think before Christmas, I go get myself a part-time boyfriend. Haha ! Am too bored, pardon for my nonsense. Alrights, this coming new weekend saturday night, going t Boat Quay w Kaixin Girlfriend for Jasley's birthday celebration. Friday at Dragonfly. After that, leave ourself, and go for Prawning ! I really do want to have steamboat by this weekend can? I miss having my Cheesiiey Toufu alot !! _l_

Meant to be

2008-11-02T16:36:00.006+08:00

@ East coast, 2am.
Poh Hwee th gentlement of that day.
My Gong.
Siang ge .

Who is gonna marry EnQi sonner or later ! Hah ;D

Jian Yong

Zai Yong ~

Sorry uh, covered.

Hornayee?

Get ready for th dead Rat !

Ta da ~

Grossss ~

Overdued photos ~

During our lunch .

Okay, today I'll be a good girl . Stay at home and accompany mom and my Baby. As mom cooked my fav Curry Fish Head, ! ^^V Mom told me a bad/good news. Which I always wanted t do before .

Mom : Girl, you don't angry horh. Yesterday before I went out of th house ....... (silence) ....... I broke your cup =/

Me : Haha, nevermind luh. Fated ! ^^

The she continues nagging about fate and my past. Cze she knows I'm not angry, if it was th past, I'll kpkb like a dog. Lol. Last time, she just broke a lil on th handle there I will never talk t her for whole day. Laughs, well I was quite sad because I didn't get t see its last image and was disappointed as I was not th one who broke it. But well well, it is broke already. Meant t be broken ! ;) He wouldn't be using it anyway. Okay, I'm off t have my lunch! ;D

Bendan is snoring...

November Baby !

2008-11-01T05:41:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up, Celinie's grandma's house t celebrate her birthday ;) First time I ate overseas' Rojak. Best (Y) Hahas! Then 11plus, Jw, Ws, Jy, Ph, Eq, came t fetch us for rounding. So, sat JY's bike, and together went t a place near PS, for beancurd. BAGUS (Y) ! Then t East Coast, ate dinner, then jalan jalan ;) Saw one f.king dead sore Rat !

Drove off, back t Kampong. Crazy them speeding all th way. 180km/hr. Siew toh ! Then reached namtai, slacked awhile, Poh Hwee was at BL. So went there, slack until 4plus. Crazy all th way ;) Then t PM had mac, but last mint didn't have. Just stood there, waited and waited and left. So Jy sent me home, but I was hungry, so ask him sent me t 7-11. Bought my Pokka green tea, and Sandwiches. Egg & Cheese ;)

Alrights, someone said wanna throw up on me due t my Cheesiiey toufu if we eat together next time. I comfirm smack his ass, and fik fiak~ its what he teached me. HoHoHo .. Should talk on phone w KianHui but am tired ); Okay, I'm off t rest already. Lol, I was f.king hot when I saw th tag by XiaoQi . Cze she heard that I was being rounded? WTH, this news came from man. Gosh, can go bang wall already. Urgg ! Spammers everywhere these days, entertaiment I can say =/

Will upload photos tomorrow ;)

P.S : I f.king drop $10 today );
P.S.S : This month, of 20more days, 2years ago ...

I want you boy.

2008-10-31T04:18:00.000+08:00

Ikea, for lunch. Queesway, for dinner. Jurong Point for midnight movies, Coffin. During th show, this two idiots name, XiaoLemon & AhCai kept calling me disturb me! Gosh, I know I screamed when Ah Cai called me, cze just nice th ghost came t screen. Hah! Rounding at high way up to 170km/hr. Siao. Okay, super lazy update. Phone w KianHui and Ah Cai. Oh my, I don't think we belong together. I wanna continue my dream last night! Sighss !

我明白我要的爱回不来

2008-10-31T02:26:00.003+08:00

This is Xiao Lemon ! WTH man. I'm bored, and someone that I'm text-ing with forgotten to take his medicine. Crazy over th phone right now. Faints, luckily I've got some entertaiment ;)

2:36pm.
Okay I've just woke up. And at first am going t namtai meet up with them then together go fetch Celinie. But I porh JW t come here fetch me, v lazy go until namtai. Laughs. So, 4bikers. 4Pillars. Jw,Ws,Ph,Jy. Me,Celinie,JoeEe,EnQi. After Ikea, queensway then prawning with Joe Ee. We both HoneyMoon. Heh ! =D Alrights, off t bathing.

P/S : I recieved a text from my dearest Feng Er. And this is what she said, " These few days i have been busy. i promise that i would definitely meet you guys up when my exams are over. i therefore seek for your understanding. i never neglect you guys. thank you. Xiaofeng love you guys. Hope your won't be angry with me. I hadn't change a single bit k? Muacks love ones~"
Cute right our XiaoFeng? Ah hah ! I can't stop smiling when I see this text. Think alot of love ones too. Feng ah! See this post text me ! I got so many things wnna gossip w you. MIsseS !

Where is (Baby.Baby!!)

Pictures Post ! Get ready ?

2008-10-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Readers, gotta scroll all th way down t see my updates. Its like I edit it every single 15mins? ._.

really comfirm bored.

Too bored i guess =/

Apologise for these overdued photos, cze I finally have time t update these photos. Muahaha! I'mma lovin' it. Ba la bababa ~

Updated on 11:21pm.
Wow, I urber boring. And I think due t boredness I'm gonna cook instant noodles ! Then sit back and relac and enjoy my Jap Drama(s) and Taiwan hit reality shows. Cool ! I'm loving Womanizer. Cze I saw this youtube song at Jose's blog. So I went t download and, eh heh. Not bad ley ;) Update when I'm bored. Maybe every 5mins ! Hah :D

30th

2008-10-30T13:29:00.007+08:00

Jurong Point w Jacq, Joe Ee, Celinie, WeiQi, JunWen, WeiSiang, PohHwee, JiaJun and Simin. Slacked. Then rounding, w JW, WS, PH. Jw, Celinie. Ws, me. Ph, Joe Ee.

Enjoy th photos taken !

Suppose t meet SiaoDui (s) for dinner. End up due t lazyness super lazy t leave my house. Okay, I don't know why I just felt like switching off my cell today. So whoever saw this post don't try t call my cell. If you miss me, text my mom/ call my house phone alrights? Sorry, moodswings I guess. Sighs, I miss this guy alot! Oh yeah, I've opened my private blog since June till now. End of world I predict. HAH ! Be wise t know th link (;

Suicide

2008-10-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

Slept in th morning 5 plus, after hanging up with Joe Ee and Jacqueline on phone. Cze she made too much stunts, lol. Then WeiQi called me at 12plus t ask about my new blog link. Knn, I was still sleeping! Nevermind, so woke up. And decided t meet Joe Ee, WeiQi, Jacqueline, Celinie and Kaixin at Jurong Point for dinner. Oh, I'm gonna miss out alot of funs. Because I'll be staying at home this weekday.

Crazy Bitch _l_

(;

2008-10-29T00:54:00.001+08:00

想听的话得不到会答,我却还在如此装傻.

I'm sucha fool.
You're just a Womanizer.

A start of something new !

19th oct, webcam w Ah Hao! ;)

When I'm inside th airplane.
Horse riding at Philipines.

Yeah, I finally got my Elizabeth Arden's perfume & Clinique's Consealer.
MaxFactor's Foundation & fake eyelashes!

Prawning on 26th. Girls.